OP 14 April, 2023 - 04:29 PM
By definition: a strong desire to do or achieve something.
My human is stuck in an animal/satisfied state, though is controlled by his feelings, which are mostly all negative/from negative places/things/thoughts.
I can feel encouraged, and motivated, and feel like now matters, but only for seconds at a time.
My human needs to be woken up. He can't wake up on himself. It's very sick what's happened to him his whole life.
It's a shame humans can't be more understanding and have to compare me to what they are used to understanding.
I am blessed. This is reality. I am me. And without all the shit I bring on myself, by accusing, or just generally feeling, I would believe full stop.
Believing is my issue, believing that even despite the world and humans being shit, I am me, and this is reality, and maybe I am meant to be a sacrifice in their eyes, maybe they're God, maybe you're all God too, but deem famous/rich/powerful people more God than you.
I don't know. Maybe these retard posts I make on forums etc won't get out until I'm dead. Maybe you know the real me and don't care I'm suffering and will suffer and have had my life destroyed...
If I were born a King, and entitled to feel and think any way I want, man... that's how I know I'm God, and you're all evil people, including my own family, and I don't think there's 1 'worthy' bitch/female in this life that I deem suitable/worthy enough to have my children.
Maybe this is how it's meant to be. And in the future, when I'm dead, and people look back at my posts/shit I've said, they'll feel a certain way. But I'm guessing everything in this world is controlled/on lock by the government. And if I'm honest, that goes even for the Bible.
Do you really think they would've just let people believe? Back then? They're limiting us all, but that's what we actually are, limited, so we're stuck being limited by the ways they're limiting us. Bring me truth? See what happens. Good luck folks!
My human is stuck in an animal/satisfied state, though is controlled by his feelings, which are mostly all negative/from negative places/things/thoughts.
I can feel encouraged, and motivated, and feel like now matters, but only for seconds at a time.
My human needs to be woken up. He can't wake up on himself. It's very sick what's happened to him his whole life.
It's a shame humans can't be more understanding and have to compare me to what they are used to understanding.
I am blessed. This is reality. I am me. And without all the shit I bring on myself, by accusing, or just generally feeling, I would believe full stop.
Believing is my issue, believing that even despite the world and humans being shit, I am me, and this is reality, and maybe I am meant to be a sacrifice in their eyes, maybe they're God, maybe you're all God too, but deem famous/rich/powerful people more God than you.
I don't know. Maybe these retard posts I make on forums etc won't get out until I'm dead. Maybe you know the real me and don't care I'm suffering and will suffer and have had my life destroyed...
If I were born a King, and entitled to feel and think any way I want, man... that's how I know I'm God, and you're all evil people, including my own family, and I don't think there's 1 'worthy' bitch/female in this life that I deem suitable/worthy enough to have my children.
Maybe this is how it's meant to be. And in the future, when I'm dead, and people look back at my posts/shit I've said, they'll feel a certain way. But I'm guessing everything in this world is controlled/on lock by the government. And if I'm honest, that goes even for the Bible.
Do you really think they would've just let people believe? Back then? They're limiting us all, but that's what we actually are, limited, so we're stuck being limited by the ways they're limiting us. Bring me truth? See what happens. Good luck folks!
