After years of being a confused virgin, my new years resolution will be...

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I was sexually confused, as a virgin, for as long as I can remember. I blame the world, my upbringing, my experiences, and my dumbness.

I used to let my dick take control of me and wank to gay things. But I know after Christmas, it's certified that I will never be gay, even if I make it look like I have been, you can know... there's not a chance I ever will be, and it's because of the government and celebrities.

Being gay is an illness, a confusion about yourself, and life, and God, and the reality of this realm.

I'm glad everyone who knows me has learned from my experience. But I can't help typing this as -- well, I feel worried about how gay I look and will look to my future family. 

Lots of people will be trying to corrupt their minds, control what they think, what they love, how they are.

It's a fucked up world guys but I'm surviving this shit and going HAM the day this ends.

It's been a long time as a fucked up retarded dumb confused virgin. When my life changes, I will change, and hopefully bring us all closer to truth.

I believe I am not an ordinary human. I don't believe I'm a human. Maybe none of us really are. But I hope to live on and find out. Sorry to all the celebrities that will get offended by my presence here on Earth, and all the but-hurt fans that they've led to the fire. You're going to have to deal with me though. That's just the way it is.

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I agree, being gay is an illness 

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Modernity do be a illness at this point

 

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