I'm sad

[1]

In don't know what my life has come to, I feel so broken. I don't wanna beat my meat to some porn video anymore. I want to feel loved. Nobody texts me, don't even know why I have a phone, I know its quarantine and I can't really meet up with someone but ffs, just as I feel like I have a chance with this girl I like, we are in lockdown. This year has been so shit, I fuxking hats my life, its pointless, I am a waste if oxygen. I'm not gonna pretend like I don't have it good, but I'm not string enough to pull through, parents divorced, grandmother died, and in between all of this my favorite dog died. If god does exist, WTF are you doing. Thank you if you have made if this far, don't bother with the "you can do it" messages, I'm not gonna off myself, I'm just in a bad place right now.

[45]

all i can say is good luck with your life and try to make it better cause no one will do it for you in this situation

[13]

I feel so broken too

[44]

In don't know what my life has come to, I feel so broken. I don't wanna beat my meat to some porn video anymore. I want to feel loved. Nobody texts me, don't even know why I have a phone, I know its quarantine and I can't really meet up with someone but ffs, just as I feel like I have a chance with this girl I like, we are in lockdown. This year has been so shit, I fuxking hats my life, its pointless, I am a waste if oxygen. I'm not gonna pretend like I don't have it good, but I'm not string enough to pull through, parents divorced, grandmother died, and in between all of this my favorite dog died. If god does exist, WTF are you doing. Thank you if you have made if this far, don't bother with the "you can do it" messages, I'm not gonna off myself, I'm just in a bad place right now.

i don't know who you are, your age or what are you doing in your life. Just do all can make your life better, avoid to make this situation your personality. Just leave porn, that hurt you more and more, really. Do something, listen music, self-improve, improve your skills, go to gym, keep busy. Remember what needs to be looked for sometimes it looks for you. The person you love will arrive at the moment when you least expect it. Love for your dog man.

[22]

In don't know what my life has come to, I feel so broken. I don't wanna beat my meat to some porn video anymore. I want to feel loved. Nobody texts me, don't even know why I have a phone, I know its quarantine and I can't really meet up with someone but ffs, just as I feel like I have a chance with this girl I like, we are in lockdown. This year has been so shit, I fuxking hats my life, its pointless, I am a waste if oxygen. I'm not gonna pretend like I don't have it good, but I'm not string enough to pull through, parents divorced, grandmother died, and in between all of this my favorite dog died. If god does exist, WTF are you doing. Thank you if you have made if this far, don't bother with the "you can do it" messages, I'm not gonna off myself, I'm just in a bad place right now.

Ive kinda went down this route once (obviously not the lockdown part). But just start doing work, go to the gym and start doing shiz there. Over time you will start getting more confident about yourself, confident in public places and then with theses two combined you will simply start feeling ALOT better about yourself overall  :caty: