OP 05 December, 2022 - 12:05 PM
I'm 27 nearly and serving a home prison sentence which I don't know when will end.
I don't have the happiness/motivation/life/mind to start trying to get healthy in this situation, when I'm 27 with rotten teeth etc.
It's really sad what they've done to me, but no one sees it, yet, as no one values my LIFE.
But yeah I've decided since I'm not being gay and might get murdered by the royal family or kill myself or w/e it's just pointless stressing out/feeling negative over not having a good body and being this age.
So I've decided I'm gonna be a fat stoner for the rest of my days here on Earth.
It doesn't look like I'll be having a family as I'm too old, and don't want them to look at me the wrong way. I wanted my children to experience things with me, live most of their life with me, and be highly educated (not like you guys) but highly as in truth.
It's very sad to me that they're going to keep me here past Christmas and close all the doors that could've been. But I know my calling is to be God, and if I'm going to be God, I'm going to be a happy God. This life will go well, even if I'm murdered, because of who I am, and who I've always been, my mark in this world will be for God.
I will be hated by this world. Not by choice. I wanted to be something suitable for the time we're in. It's dark and no one can see.... but I really tried for the LGBT community/whole world. Sad to say my work has gone to waste in the respect of being liked and seen as a good person. The truth is I'm going to be upset and angry in the new year and all the years following. But I will be rich one day, laughing at them all, until they finally realize I'm never being gay with Justin, and murder me. LMAO! This world is a beautiful place. I hope to see much of it.
I'm not sure how people see me right now -- probably really dark for me but light for them. However, everyone will see me as a dark person soon. Because there's only so much any human can take. I used to blame the devil, but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be me. And they will know it. You will, if you ever hear my words. However, unfortunately, I believe I won't be revealed to this world properly for many many many years, if at all.
You see, everything I've done/said in this situation has been me in a humble tormented suffering state but keeping in mind there's some HQ as fuck people watching me. They're not HQ. They're very LQ. The lowest. And I've felt that for many years, only, there's no one to run to now. My perfect family are no longer perfect. I have no one to turn to. Only the 'best' people in the world, who are evil.
I hope you all have a nice day.
I don't have the happiness/motivation/life/mind to start trying to get healthy in this situation, when I'm 27 with rotten teeth etc.
It's really sad what they've done to me, but no one sees it, yet, as no one values my LIFE.
But yeah I've decided since I'm not being gay and might get murdered by the royal family or kill myself or w/e it's just pointless stressing out/feeling negative over not having a good body and being this age.
So I've decided I'm gonna be a fat stoner for the rest of my days here on Earth.
It doesn't look like I'll be having a family as I'm too old, and don't want them to look at me the wrong way. I wanted my children to experience things with me, live most of their life with me, and be highly educated (not like you guys) but highly as in truth.
It's very sad to me that they're going to keep me here past Christmas and close all the doors that could've been. But I know my calling is to be God, and if I'm going to be God, I'm going to be a happy God. This life will go well, even if I'm murdered, because of who I am, and who I've always been, my mark in this world will be for God.
I will be hated by this world. Not by choice. I wanted to be something suitable for the time we're in. It's dark and no one can see.... but I really tried for the LGBT community/whole world. Sad to say my work has gone to waste in the respect of being liked and seen as a good person. The truth is I'm going to be upset and angry in the new year and all the years following. But I will be rich one day, laughing at them all, until they finally realize I'm never being gay with Justin, and murder me. LMAO! This world is a beautiful place. I hope to see much of it.
I'm not sure how people see me right now -- probably really dark for me but light for them. However, everyone will see me as a dark person soon. Because there's only so much any human can take. I used to blame the devil, but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be me. And they will know it. You will, if you ever hear my words. However, unfortunately, I believe I won't be revealed to this world properly for many many many years, if at all.
You see, everything I've done/said in this situation has been me in a humble tormented suffering state but keeping in mind there's some HQ as fuck people watching me. They're not HQ. They're very LQ. The lowest. And I've felt that for many years, only, there's no one to run to now. My perfect family are no longer perfect. I have no one to turn to. Only the 'best' people in the world, who are evil.
I hope you all have a nice day.
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