So whats up everybody. I could use some advice

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Sounds like you've really hit rock bottom. I'm really sorry to hear you're not doing so well right now.

I don't believe anyone is a lost cause, however. The first step to overcoming an addiction is admitting you have a problem, and I imagine this post is sort of you understanding that. Another big thing to remember is all efforts are progress. You might think going to rehab is pointless because you'll probably end up not going anymore, but just going in the first place and trying it is better than not doing anything about the addiction at all. Making more of an effort might also show those around you that you want to better yourself, and they'll likely want to support you in your endeavors.

I'm sure some random dude on the internet won't be of much help, but I wish you the best in sorting everything out.

This ^. I had a family member who was an alcoholic, and nothing ever got any better until he was willing to admit he had a problem and wanted to change. If you can't admit you have a problem, it's you saying you don't want to change. But I do see this post as you admitting and understanding what you're facing. I won't lie to you and tell you I understand what you're going through or what it's like to try and break an addiction, but what I can tell you is that nothing is set in stone, people can change. It may only take a few days, or a few months, or maybe even years, but it is possible.

Best of luck to you.

What??

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I'm a sad man living his life fucked up on drugs and I probably should go out and seek help. But hey who ever does that in addiction. I could really use some advice like y'all don't even know i let a hooker junkie run off with my Debit card and over draft my account. got burnt by a friend of 10 years because he is all fucked off on black and then disrespected some friends who were like family by showing up to their house after doing a goofball shot (black/white) and freaked out there daughter and the fucked up part of that is i don't even remember any of what she said i did all i remember was going sitting on the couch closing my eyes and thinking i was asleep.
any and all advice is welcome.

For sure

I dont get it