OP 27 November, 2024 - 09:33 AM
strange i was kind to someone an hour ago and now...i see everyone as being kind to me...further confirmation
that most of what i see in others is imagined, part of me knows that nothing changed when i was nice to them, another part of me knows that this..activated something in my mind to warp my perspective of others..so that i'd see them expressing the best towards me.
but a far more fundamental part of me, believes it's real, something i can't turn off and the other parts of me despise for existing.
Now i wonder, is the tortured perspectives of others, remedied so easily that all i must do now is be sincerely kind to someone..once a day, like taking medicine to heal my mind.
that most of what i see in others is imagined, part of me knows that nothing changed when i was nice to them, another part of me knows that this..activated something in my mind to warp my perspective of others..so that i'd see them expressing the best towards me.
but a far more fundamental part of me, believes it's real, something i can't turn off and the other parts of me despise for existing.
Now i wonder, is the tortured perspectives of others, remedied so easily that all i must do now is be sincerely kind to someone..once a day, like taking medicine to heal my mind.