Weird question: why can’t I get into strategy games? Suggestions?

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I saw Age of Darkness: Final Stand and got interested in hopping into it. I also bought Mount and Blade II: Bannerlord. Strategy games are lots of fun for me to watch but whenever I try to get into them, they can’t catch my attention or they intimidate me too much and I get anxious about putting in a bunch of work to die to a petty mistake. I’m so sick of playing Team Fortress 2, Gmod, and Overwatch cyclically. I need something new or advice/suggestions.

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