(08 July, 2024 - 07:33 PM)34murphy Wrote: Show More
Hello, I'm going to talk about myself in this thread, as a farewell letter, or as a call for help? my name is 34, i'm from france and i come from a very active family. i have 2 brothers who are very good at school, they're all studying medicine. i tried to follow them, but my application was rejected, so i decided to study pharmacology.
I did my first year normally, passed the exams and got the grades I needed to continue. However, over the last few months, my health has taken a downward turn and the doctors have discovered a tumour growing on the right side of my brain, so I've spent most of my year in hospital. The exam had to come and it came, I wasn't ready enough and it was decisive to continue my studies.
I got a final mark of 6.4/20, so I don't have the average, nor the possibility of being at the catch-up.
I know that if I were to talk about any of my other problems, such as family or relationships, I'd come across as a big fool.
For me, writing this thread is a way of escaping from all the unhappiness that has befallen me (ah and also, I failed medicine AND pharmacy in France, so I left to do it in Belgium, and today I find myself naked, with no studies and 2-3 years lost). I'm not happy, I want to get it over with.
I'm not a motivation but umm keep trying most people fail because they are scared to fail again and