OP 26 July, 2022 - 06:45 AM
I can’t stop jerking off to Ariana Grande.
No, I’m not joking around with that title at all. I’m being dead serious.
Ever since summer break began for me, I’ve kind of had a lot of free time. And, I’m a rather introverted person who gets pretty socially anxious, so I don’t leave my house unless it’s necessary for “important” things.
A lot of this time has been spent… jerking off… to one person: Ariana Grande.
Yeah. I mean the popular singer. I really like her music, but it just so happens that she’s also the cutest celebrity to ever exist! She’s also really hot, I guess, so I find myself jerking off to her really often.
Throughout this summer, it’s almost been daily. There have been days where I’ve skipped, but they’re far in between. This week was the first time in a really long time where I went 2 days without jerking off to her, because I was away from home at a college orientation.
But, overall, I feel like I’m addicted to jerking off to Ariana. I usually start at late morning or noon, and will go until like 2-4 PM. That’s quite a good amount of time of mine wasted to jerking off to her. I spend a lot of that time edging, periodically taking bathroom breaks and snack breaks.
But, it’s just too much. I think I jerk off to her for way too long, to the point where I sometimes feel myself getting a bit sleepy when I jerk off to her. I get a bit dizzy afterwards, too. I think this may attribute to why I’ve been going to bed earlier in the summer than I want to. I find it very hard to stay awake past midnight.
And, of course I feel really bad. Not only am I wasting a good deal of free time that could’ve been used for something more productive, but I also feel like I’m really doing a disservice to Ariana in doing so. Yeah yeah. “She doesn’t know you exist.” I’ve heard that a lot, but a big fan like me spending this much time jerking off to her is just wrong. Think of all of the time I could be listening to her songs instead. And, I still do that a lot, but perhaps a bit more if I didn’t get so unfairly horny for her.
I’m kind of worried. What do I do before I just repeat the process again today?
No, I’m not joking around with that title at all. I’m being dead serious.
Ever since summer break began for me, I’ve kind of had a lot of free time. And, I’m a rather introverted person who gets pretty socially anxious, so I don’t leave my house unless it’s necessary for “important” things.
A lot of this time has been spent… jerking off… to one person: Ariana Grande.
Yeah. I mean the popular singer. I really like her music, but it just so happens that she’s also the cutest celebrity to ever exist! She’s also really hot, I guess, so I find myself jerking off to her really often.
Throughout this summer, it’s almost been daily. There have been days where I’ve skipped, but they’re far in between. This week was the first time in a really long time where I went 2 days without jerking off to her, because I was away from home at a college orientation.
But, overall, I feel like I’m addicted to jerking off to Ariana. I usually start at late morning or noon, and will go until like 2-4 PM. That’s quite a good amount of time of mine wasted to jerking off to her. I spend a lot of that time edging, periodically taking bathroom breaks and snack breaks.
But, it’s just too much. I think I jerk off to her for way too long, to the point where I sometimes feel myself getting a bit sleepy when I jerk off to her. I get a bit dizzy afterwards, too. I think this may attribute to why I’ve been going to bed earlier in the summer than I want to. I find it very hard to stay awake past midnight.
And, of course I feel really bad. Not only am I wasting a good deal of free time that could’ve been used for something more productive, but I also feel like I’m really doing a disservice to Ariana in doing so. Yeah yeah. “She doesn’t know you exist.” I’ve heard that a lot, but a big fan like me spending this much time jerking off to her is just wrong. Think of all of the time I could be listening to her songs instead. And, I still do that a lot, but perhaps a bit more if I didn’t get so unfairly horny for her.
I’m kind of worried. What do I do before I just repeat the process again today?