I'm a drug addict, and I'm in rehab

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Hey guys, kinda've a hard post to put on. 

I'm very open about my drug addiction, and that I am in a rehab (outpatient at the moment)
I recently got back from my inpatient journey, and it was hell.

I don't intend to stay sober, I love drugs, and I love drinking, but that's also my addiction.

I am 100% going to stay off the harder drugs I was on, such as xans, but I really want to continue smoking weed, tripping on shrooms, and drinking.

I also want to try DMT soon. Any REAL advice anybody could give?

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Hey guys, kinda've a hard post to put on. 

I'm very open about my drug addiction, and that I am in a rehab (outpatient at the moment)
I recently got back from my inpatient journey, and it was hell.

I don't intend to stay sober, I love drugs, and I love drinking, but that's also my addiction.

I am 100% going to stay off the harder drugs I was on, such as xans, but I really want to continue smoking weed, tripping on shrooms, and drinking.

I also want to try DMT soon. Any REAL advice anybody could give?

I am sorry,  my response is going to sound off on the tangent and condescending, but i am not sure of other way to write my opinion. Anyway , here there is an article which may help to put my point across
https://rehabs.com/pro-talk/what-is-the-...-recovery/

If you can find a purpose in life, the purpose will help keep you away from harmful activities or harmful substances.
For most common person out there, their purpose is in being a good parent/son/daughter to their dependents.
For others, they may want to be useful to the society in any which way they can.
For some others, they go off the grid, away from pretentious holier than thou society and discover themselves and their purpose, still not falling into a trap of wasting away their capabilities.
If  eventually a purpose or quest for purpose arises, you will be absorbed in that mission and find inspiration to leave the substances.
Please feel free to reject all i  have written above and go about with your life, i admit i could be totally wrong as well because i am neither a saint or prophet, i am just another lowlife crawling the hacker forums for illegal stuff and bringing unhappiness to those affected by my unethical activities.

[1.613]

Hey guys, kinda've a hard post to put on. 

I'm very open about my drug addiction, and that I am in a rehab (outpatient at the moment)
I recently got back from my inpatient journey, and it was hell.

I don't intend to stay sober, I love drugs, and I love drinking, but that's also my addiction.

I am 100% going to stay off the harder drugs I was on, such as xans, but I really want to continue smoking weed, tripping on shrooms, and drinking.

I also want to try DMT soon. Any REAL advice anybody could give?

I am sorry,  my response is going to sound off on the tangent and condescending, but i am not sure of other way to write my opinion. Anyway , here there is an article which may help to put my point across
https://rehabs.com/pro-talk/what-is-the-...-recovery/

If you can find a purpose in life, the purpose will help keep you away from harmful activities or harmful substances.
For most common person out there, their purpose is in being a good parent/son/daughter to their dependents.
For others, they may want to be useful to the society in any which way they can.
For some others, they go off the grid, away from pretentious holier than thou society and discover themselves and their purpose, still not falling into a trap of wasting away their capabilities.
If  eventually a purpose or quest for purpose arises, you will be absorbed in that mission and find inspiration to leave the substances.
Please feel free to reject all i  have written above and go about with your life, i admit i could be totally wrong as well because i am neither a saint or prophet, i am just another lowlife crawling the hacker forums for illegal stuff and bringing unhappiness to those affected by my unethical activities.

I try to find my purpose in life, I enjoy fucking with people in public (Like Jidion and shit) and my YT channel hit 100k subs a few weeks ago.

If that is my purpose, it's a shitty one and I'm a piece of shit lmao
Ig I make people laugh though, that's a plus.

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I'm no religious man but god bless you, hope you get out of this

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Hey guys, kinda've a hard post to put on. 

I'm very open about my drug addiction, and that I am in a rehab (outpatient at the moment)
I recently got back from my inpatient journey, and it was hell.

I don't intend to stay sober, I love drugs, and I love drinking, but that's also my addiction.

I am 100% going to stay off the harder drugs I was on, such as xans, but I really want to continue smoking weed, tripping on shrooms, and drinking.

I also want to try DMT soon. Any REAL advice anybody could give?

Firstly, it took courage for you to open up about your addiction even though none of us know who you are. If you do not intend to stay sober, it might be a good idea to start reducing your doses and how much of the stuff you're actually taking. From what i've heard, DMT isn't exactly something that is meant to be fun or you vibe out to like weed. If anything, it might send you through within a journey yourself that you've never experienced before. Am pretty sure that is gonna open your eyes more to the kind of life you're leading at the moment. Stay safe unknown friend, i hope you don't become another statistic.

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I'm with you man -- i've been on and off past decade and recently i'm on.  And i burnt through all my savings and am in debt now..all within a year.  I'm past rock bottom now..havne't been keeping up with bills either.  opioid habit is hard to break.. 

I went from doing good and having my own place to back into my parents house..its sad.  I was so HAPPY sober...

I've quit before, i knew i shouldn't have picked up that pill 1  year ago..it led me back into the hole. I even tried suboxone but it makes me sick. thats weird because 7 years ago, i used outpatient suboxone program to quit and it worked -- i considered it a miracle drug.  However now just the taste makes me nauseous and sick (no i'm not taking it too early).  FML .

I hope the best for you. Good luck.

[1.613]

Hey guys, kinda've a hard post to put on. 

I'm very open about my drug addiction, and that I am in a rehab (outpatient at the moment)
I recently got back from my inpatient journey, and it was hell.

I don't intend to stay sober, I love drugs, and I love drinking, but that's also my addiction.

I am 100% going to stay off the harder drugs I was on, such as xans, but I really want to continue smoking weed, tripping on shrooms, and drinking.

I also want to try DMT soon. Any REAL advice anybody could give?

Firstly, it took courage for you to open up about your addiction even though none of us know who you are. If you do not intend to stay sober, it might be a good idea to start reducing your doses and how much of the stuff you're actually taking. From what i've heard, DMT isn't exactly something that is meant to be fun or you vibe out to like weed. If anything, it might send you through within a journey yourself that you've never experienced before. Am pretty sure that is gonna open your eyes more to the kind of life you're leading at the moment. Stay safe unknown friend, i hope you don't become another statistic.

You're 100% right, DMT is not a drug to just fuck around with. That's why I believe it will enlighten me, but that also could just be me justifying my actions of using because I'm an addict.

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I'm with you man -- i've been on and off past decade and recently i'm on.  And i burnt through all my savings and am in debt now..all within a year.  I'm past rock bottom now..havne't been keeping up with bills either.  opioid habit is hard to break.. 

I went from doing good and having my own place to back into my parents house..its sad.  I was so HAPPY sober...

I've quit before, i knew i shouldn't have picked up that pill 1  year ago..it led me back into the hole. I even tried suboxone but it makes me sick. thats weird because 7 years ago, i used outpatient suboxone program to quit and it worked -- i considered it a miracle drug.  However now just the taste makes me nauseous and sick (no i'm not taking it too early).  FML .

I hope the best for you. Good luck.

Good luck bro, hit some AA/NA meetings. They help me.

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No real advice because I've never touched anything before but I wish you the best friend.