I'm a drug addict, and I'm in rehab

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Practice Meditation Daily
Listen with me

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Practice Meditation Daily
Listen with me

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I would always meditate on shrooms 

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I'd stay away from the synthetic shit. most of it isn't good for u n is super addictive. shrooms n weed on the other hand are natural and not only people enjoy shrooms but also animals. (link if curious). A lot of states are starting to legalize them due to the lack of risks surrounding them. Personally I would try and limit out the usage of them as its good in moderation. as for your DMT its kinda like a super big dose of shrooms/lsd and you can achieve the same effect by taking a big dose of shrooms  . Just make sure u set hard boundaries next time your offered stuff you know isn't good for you. I wish you the best of luck in your future

 

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going to sound a bit geeky but look, Weed, Shrooms and other natural form drugs are safe and can be purged using your bodies innate detox system. Alcohol as much as its toted as being safe and all always leave a bunch of toxins in your body and it can make your body dependent on it to function.

If you're dedicated to the drug life, stick with low end weed, low end shrooms and any alcohol besides beer. Anyone can bounce back from the abuse of these(well physically not mentally)

Every other man made medicine and drug has a massive flaw in design,  all of them make your body gain short term immunity and long term immunity.

short term immunity = you can keep getting high as long as you up the dose
long term immunity = you can no longer get high at all.

this is why lactose intolerant people can eventually get to a point in their lives where they just drink milk  with minimal consequences.

however this sucks in the drug world as it means you can gain permanent immunity to a certain drug and in some cases the drugs entire family.

As someone who could get buzzed off of caffeine and feel relatively happy, its honestly depressing that 4 cups of coffee will never buzz me the same again as a i have gained immunity to caffeine and only get annoyed and slightly energized now.

And with the current recession about to hit hard, i beg you to reconsider using drugs that are only curable through professional medical attention, in other words don't become a druggie in a region where rehab isn't free or relatively affordable.

Also the more you do drugs eventually you can lose other skills you've honed in your life.

I was once an A grade Hacker who could literally see code in my mental image and it would work perfectly 8/10 times, now thanks to weed i rely on stacks-overflow way too much and honestly some experiences are just dull now.

in my case, martial arts and an interesting job fixed this for me.

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You must find somthing to do in life.....some job,hoby,etc...

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Hey guys, kinda've a hard post to put on. 

I'm very open about my drug addiction, and that I am in a rehab (outpatient at the moment)
I recently got back from my inpatient journey, and it was hell.

I don't intend to stay sober, I love drugs, and I love drinking, but that's also my addiction.

I am 100% going to stay off the harder drugs I was on, such as xans, but I really want to continue smoking weed, tripping on shrooms, and drinking.

I also want to try DMT soon. Any REAL advice anybody could give?

I am sorry,  my response is going to sound off on the tangent and condescending, but i am not sure of other way to write my opinion. Anyway , here there is an article which may help to put my point across
https://rehabs.com/pro-talk/what-is-the-...-recovery/

If you can find a purpose in life, the purpose will help keep you away from harmful activities or harmful substances.
For most common person out there, their purpose is in being a good parent/son/daughter to their dependents.
For others, they may want to be useful to the society in any which way they can.
For some others, they go off the grid, away from pretentious holier than thou society and discover themselves and their purpose, still not falling into a trap of wasting away their capabilities.
If  eventually a purpose or quest for purpose arises, you will be absorbed in that mission and find inspiration to leave the substances.
Please feel free to reject all i  have written above and go about with your life, i admit i could be totally wrong as well because i am neither a saint or prophet, i am just another lowlife crawling the hacker forums for illegal stuff and bringing unhappiness to those affected by my unethical activities.

I just relapsed rn, I wanted to smoke weed so badly. Looks like it's back to inpatient for me, I'll see yall in a couple months probs

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Im Right WIth Ya, Im 27 and im from Philly, I tried Herion at the age 16 and loved it. 

Im livin in florida right now. currently homeless.. blew threw my fathers life insurance... Went from spending 15k a month on Fentynal & Crack to now struggling to wanna live. 
Im trying to get a job at Tropicana as i live in the town where its factories are located.

ANYWAY GOODLUCK TO YOU & GOOD HUMOR

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Hope you will get well soon. Just concentrate to spend a peaceful happy life. Humans have only a one-time chance to live. So, don't waste your time in bad ways.