OP 06 May, 2020 - 03:08 AM
Hey! i'm going legit.
After 2 years of feeling miserable and chasing money I realized that no amont of money will be able to make me feel happy.
And making money the blackhat way just won't ever make me feel good about myself, I realized this after I just made $1.8k in like an hour.
The money is not even worth the risk, I'm not quite sure why I was chasing money anymore.
The same day today I was dreaming about owning sport cars and other shit and now.. I just don't see it anymore.
I think that this is good for me, as chasing money made me also a shitty friend to a lot of my close friends, which i don't want to be.
I have saved up around $7k in these 2 or 3 months, and honestly.. I have no idea what to do with it.
I shoudln't have this much money at my age (i'm underage) and it's making me quite depressed i suppose.
Never expected this honestly, but I need to do this for myself and for everyone who cares about me, I hope I wont change my mind and I hope that I won't come back to blackhat ways of making money.
Not going self-ban myself, but i'll definitely take a break from c.to although i'll come back, as the community here is pretty awesome.
I hope this "going legit" thing will last, would make me feel proud of myself.
After 2 years of feeling miserable and chasing money I realized that no amont of money will be able to make me feel happy.
And making money the blackhat way just won't ever make me feel good about myself, I realized this after I just made $1.8k in like an hour.
The money is not even worth the risk, I'm not quite sure why I was chasing money anymore.
The same day today I was dreaming about owning sport cars and other shit and now.. I just don't see it anymore.
I think that this is good for me, as chasing money made me also a shitty friend to a lot of my close friends, which i don't want to be.
I have saved up around $7k in these 2 or 3 months, and honestly.. I have no idea what to do with it.
I shoudln't have this much money at my age (i'm underage) and it's making me quite depressed i suppose.
Never expected this honestly, but I need to do this for myself and for everyone who cares about me, I hope I wont change my mind and I hope that I won't come back to blackhat ways of making money.
Not going self-ban myself, but i'll definitely take a break from c.to although i'll come back, as the community here is pretty awesome.
I hope this "going legit" thing will last, would make me feel proud of myself.