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he inspired me one time with a 2v1 outplay in arena, with odds he shouldn't have won, he was one of the first gamers to ever inspire me to strive for the impossible in gaming and not settle for mundane experiences, and i have had a lot of fulfilling experiences in competitive games because of him and his inspiration and now he's gone and i never told him how much he meant to me and i feel like it's my fault for not saying how important he was and he's dead now because i didn't talk
aww god im gonna die from all these feelings and emotions
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