OP 12 November, 2019 - 06:47 PM
Hello,
First of all, this is not because I have a dwc, I will be still active from time to time and be able to get my scam report sorted before I fully leave.
I'm not going to be personal but personal issues is whats making me retire.
If you didn't already know, I've been feeling (very) down lately and I did attempt to kill myself two times since I've been on this forum (told you itd get personal) , when I was at school I was connecting to my rdp and talking on sb or on discord mobile talking to customers and then when I got home I spent at least 9 hours or more on my PC chatting and helping customers and members. This broke me and I wasn't spending time with other people other than my companions on cracked.
I don't know if I was enjoying it to be honest, money is good but the stress that came with it outweighed it by a landslide.
Having to reply to my refund students within a respectable time or be online to give someone a role because they bought it was demanding, If I didn't, i felt like I was scamming you.
Nobody from my school hopefully goes on cracked so I might as well say this as well;
The fact I don't tell people about my depression helps but it also doesnt as well, I feel alone constantly and people notice I dont look happy and I deny it but never has anyone ever confronted me on it. To be honest I dont even know what I'm saying right now because its hard to explain how you feel to people over the internet.
Soon I will hopefully be fully retired from illegal shit to focus on people I like and trying to make myself feel better.
My **Temporary** Discord for business: Cheshire#1150
There are also 1000 other reasons why I should quit, I only expressed about 2.
Good luck to anyone, love you <3
I will promise to stay active for my refund students though, I love you all <3
If you want refund mentoring, buy it now (PM me) and I will be dedicated towards refunding mentoring for at least 6 more months after my retirement.
First of all, this is not because I have a dwc, I will be still active from time to time and be able to get my scam report sorted before I fully leave.
I'm not going to be personal but personal issues is whats making me retire.
If you didn't already know, I've been feeling (very) down lately and I did attempt to kill myself two times since I've been on this forum (told you itd get personal) , when I was at school I was connecting to my rdp and talking on sb or on discord mobile talking to customers and then when I got home I spent at least 9 hours or more on my PC chatting and helping customers and members. This broke me and I wasn't spending time with other people other than my companions on cracked.
I don't know if I was enjoying it to be honest, money is good but the stress that came with it outweighed it by a landslide.
Having to reply to my refund students within a respectable time or be online to give someone a role because they bought it was demanding, If I didn't, i felt like I was scamming you.
Nobody from my school hopefully goes on cracked so I might as well say this as well;
The fact I don't tell people about my depression helps but it also doesnt as well, I feel alone constantly and people notice I dont look happy and I deny it but never has anyone ever confronted me on it. To be honest I dont even know what I'm saying right now because its hard to explain how you feel to people over the internet.
Soon I will hopefully be fully retired from illegal shit to focus on people I like and trying to make myself feel better.
My **Temporary** Discord for business: Cheshire#1150
There are also 1000 other reasons why I should quit, I only expressed about 2.
Good luck to anyone, love you <3
I will promise to stay active for my refund students though, I love you all <3
If you want refund mentoring, buy it now (PM me) and I will be dedicated towards refunding mentoring for at least 6 more months after my retirement.